"Play one wrong note and you die."
  • JulieCollJulieColl
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    Has anyone seen the trailer for the Grand Piano thriller with Elijah Wood? I'm sure glad no one leaves notes like that on my music. LOL.
  • matthewjmatthewj
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    Doing a televised Mass sometimes feels very similar to that... but without the death.
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  • JulieCollJulieColl
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    I imagine doing a televised performance must be a bit stressful. Where did you play?
  • expeditus1
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    JulieColl, just watching the trailer gives me the sick-stomach reaction. I wish I could tell you some of the things that I have experimented with to relieve performance anxiety, and the pitiful results. Recently, I was halfway through a postlude, when my brain started warning me that "you might blow this," and suddenly my left hand went into spasms, with my last three fingers twitching in the air, and there was no way I could make them touch the keyboard, for the rest of the piece.
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  • JulieCollJulieColl
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    You have my entire sympathy, expeditus! I don't usually get stage fright too badly when I play, but sometimes when we're in the middle of singing a polyphonic piece during Mass, the thought will suddenly strike me that "You're the only alto, and if you mess this up, this will turn into a train wreck" and it's all I can do to keep going and keep my voice from going all wobbly.
  • Ally
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    Wow, did you all watch the trailer?
    Running to the dressing room during your rests? Totally unrealistic.
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  • Earl_GreyEarl_Grey
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    Kind of reminds me of this movie:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5_3XaaeRXI
  • donr
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    What, are they running out of movie ideas!
  • CharlesW
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    What, are they running out of movie ideas!


    They actually ran out of ideas about 50 years ago.

    Stage fright: I don't get that so much, as people trying to talk to me and moving around me as I play. I sometimes want to yell, "Sit down, and shut up!" LOL
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  • futurefatherz
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    Running to the dressing room during your rests? Totally unrealistic.

    Glad somebody noticed that besides me...
    They actually ran out of ideas about 50 years ago.

    LOL

    The first fifteen (or so) Masses I've played the organ for, I would become so excited/nervous that my arms and legs would shake like I had Alzheimer's. I guess it didn't help that, for my first Mass, I was premiering a new composition of mine. I know it didn't help that my instructor (much scarier than an unnamed sniper!) was standing right next to the organ the entire time.
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  • ryandryand
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    Charles,
    That behavior IS very annoying. I "get it" (still hate it, but it comes with the territory) when playing jazz at a wine bar - the folks are dumb, drunk, or both - but it never ceases to amaze/confuse/frustrate me when that happens at church. Really, people? I'm working all four limbs and making eye-contact/head-nods with the ensemble, with 4 out of 5 senses simultaneously engaged (I've never tasted an organ, but maybe that's worth future investigation), and PIPs want to come over and have a little chat during the recessional hymn? JUST WAIT. WE'LL BE DONE IN 2 MINUTES.
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  • Musicteacher56
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    Aren't PIP's supposed to come up to us and talk to us during the recessional hymn? Especially if we're doing a Bach piece with a lot of runs?
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  • Scott_WScott_W
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    The title of this thread made me think of this:

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  • CharlesW
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    I haven't had exploding pianos, but I did have some ancient magnet switches stick and start smoking in the console one morning. Fortunately, I shut off the power before the console went up in flames.
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  • francis
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    I avoid plAying bach when i have the runs

    Manuals alone is a much safer way to go
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  • R J StoveR J Stove
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    There is a gentleman in Chicago called Dr. Gerald Stein who has written about performance anxiety and possible methods of keeping it under control. As a severe sufferer from performance anxiety myself while wearing my organist's hat (especially in complex pedal parts, though with manual-only music I'm okay and though public speaking presents no problem with me whatsoever), I read Dr. Stein's words with interest. His policies differ from most rival tips I have encountered - short version of such tips: "Start chugging down beta-blockers" - in that as far as I can determine, they cannot do harm. Make of his counsel what you wish:

    http://drgeraldstein.wordpress.com/2012/07/16/how-self-consciousness-misleads-us-the-rock-guitar-performance-anxiety-story/
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  • expeditus1
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    I avoid plAying bach when i have the runs.

    Manuals alone is a much safer way to go.


    Francis, couldn't you take Imodium, and still play? Is it safer to play just manuals, because rapid leg/foot movement activates things?
  • CharlesW
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    I avoid plAying bach when i have the runs


    I avoid playing Bach as much as is humanly possible. LOL.
  • francis
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    CharlesW 6:31AM Thanks
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    I avoid playing Bach as much as is humanly possible. LOL.


    Curious. What is your thinking?
  • francis
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    Expeditus:

    lol
  • CharlesW
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    I don't like Bach!!!!!
  • TCJ
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    I don't like Bach!!!!!


    There goes all your credibility!
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  • CharlesW
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    I am perfectly willing to listen to others play Bach, but don't enjoy playing his works myself. My preferences in composers and instruments tends more to the French than the German. I don't think my credibility is determined by liking the works of a heretical German Protestant composer. And, my credibility certainly is not up to you.
  • TCJ
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    Sorry, but I don't know how to use purple text. I thought it was quite apparent that I was joking.
  • Scott_WScott_W
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    I don't think my credibility is determined by liking the works of a heretical German Protestant composer.


    All good Protestant composers were closet Catholics. :)
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  • CharlesW
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    Well, hopefully they were closet Catholics. I actually liked the North German composers much more before I went to college. I had a strident organ-reformer as teacher for a while who kind of forced too much of that music on his students. We students talked about the day when we could get away from him and play what we liked. I played major Bach works in my younger days, but pretty much dropped them when I went to another school and worked with a teacher who emphasized French organ literature. It was more to my liking. Bach fell our of favor for a couple hundred years, then came back into favor. It will happen again. Musicians like their ears tickled with something new just like audiences do. It all runs in cycles.
  • CharlesW
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    OK. No offense taken, TCJ. Blessings on you and on your house.
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